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Insane Hikki Fan
Joined: 2008/3/1
A/S/L Potato. Genderless. Underground
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Well, at this stage I'm not really sure one can call it love O.O I'm just interested in her. She does have some similarities to I and that's something I like and something that might proove to be usefull while getting to know her.
When I finally decide to call her...I think I might take her bowling O.O if not dinner is the one ^^ But, I'm sure not many of you know this, but my love story ended about a month and a half ago. What happened was just me prooving to myself that I'm over my Ex and am able to move on ^^ When I was making my mind up on weather or not I should talk to her a thought ran through my head and it spoke "If not NOW then when?" That's when it occured to me that what's important is living the present moment...becaus I can't hope for time to just drop a girl on my lap it doesn't work like that. So I just stoped thinking about the possibilities of what could happen or 'go wrong' in the situation I was in...and I went for it. It all just flowed like the water calm stream...nice and smooth. That's why most guys fear talking to girls, because they're too afraid of being themselves("because I'm not good enough" is what some think)and mainly because there is the whole thought process that comes...all the "WHAT IF" stuff But do I like her? Yes, I like her enough to have talked to her and asked her out :P Do I like white skin?? Umm...I'm a brown dude O.O (if none of you have noticed from my user pictures XD) but for some reason I'm attracted to light colored skin...I just like well taken care of skin on a girl ^^ Ohh, and the self improovement stuff is very interesting to me because I've resolved some of my problems, somewhat learned more about myself...and in a way I've began living a better life because of stuff like that O.O I'm becoming alert of the world around me O.O But I'll try my best to keep y'all up to date with it XD |
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Posted on: 2009/7/27 23:52
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