and also, although she's smiling on stage, doesn't mean she's smiling backstage.

but i find it weird, she keeps a distance between her fans.

maybe it's the japanese style of mindset.

No, I think it is her. I went to a Japan Nite concerrt in NYC a little more than a year ago, and all of the bands were free roaming, talking with the fans and taking pictures with their fans. I was greeted by a few of the members from ELLEGARDEN just walking past them; they are very friendly and fan orieted.

Maybe that's just for bands, and not individual singers though. A lot of factors can also determine their attitudes such as being here with new fans or something else.

But yeah, JJ I think your right.

well you know, in social etiquette, the people from european countries are the closest in terms of face distance

japan's the furthest.

so if you're going for an interview for jobs in japan next time, don't be surprised by the large distance between yourself and the boss

JJ, when i first got the translation to F.O.L and K&C, it just confirmed what i'd been thinking about her marriage/divorce.
i've watched how her life has progressed, personal and professional and you can see the effect it has on her. mentality, emotionally, and physically, you can read it in her lyrics. songs like wait& see, hikari and colors give you an open door into her relationship with Kaz.
an even though Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro was written for Casshern, it feels like she's predicting her own divorce.

It's sad. I don't know how to put it into words but to me Hikki's like a little girl who just wants to do what she loves to do but can't control what's happening around her.

Arrgh....I'm not good with words.
But it's like a good person trying to prevent him or herself from rotting from the outside in.

I know this probably won't describe what I'm thinking but I'm not very good at expressing feelings through words. -.-

But I find that it helps a lot if there's always something to smile or feel good about. And if Hikki's truly sad then the most anyone can do is smile in front of her. Smiles are contagious you know. :)

u guys are making me sad! stop it!

anyways i don't really think hikki is really lonely cuz u don't really see it in her blog when she writes =) i bet she does actually go outside and go shopping with her friends everyday or 2 times a day or 3 times idk lolz but i bet she tried to have fun =D and with kuma chang

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Well, I was born here in the USA, so nah, I'm not a foreign student. I don't really think I'm that smart. It's simple. Just read and understand what you're doing. How hard is that?

Anyways, Hikki doesn't want us to worry about her. You might think she's happy in her blogs, but I really feel she's lonely inside. I mean, all you see her talk about now is about Kuma-chang...

well u never know hikki maybe thats the way how she have fun or make herself better after she is unique and ppl are different in there own ways thats why everybody is different and i bet she not really lonely i bet she hangs out with her friends like 2 or 3 times a week and when she is at her house she got company with kuma chang i guess thats how she have fun her own unique/cute way lolz =)

I think she just spends her spare time either with Kuma-chang, reading some books, or practicing with some unfamiliar kanji.

thats why i don't really think she is really lonely i guess thats how she have fun its unqiue lolz =D