But her true fans know that shes not

girls usually have more anxiety problems that guys

i dont think that true...boy and girls have the same anxiety problem level

I don't really see any signs of lonliness in her blog at all, I think she does it for her fans so that they can get to know her on a more personal level. Kuma's just keepin' it light, you know?


Sometimes I think we misinterpret emotions through blogs as darker than they really are, because there's no social context or body language to go by other than solitude, but, in fact, many people are very comfortable being alone with their thoughts for a few minutes.

but the problem is, is she happy?

it may seems like it, but who knows?

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you see i agree with you here. i've been thru the loss of someone i had hoped to spend my life with. and i did the same thing, move on without dealing with it. she's throwing herself into her work and responsibilities and pushing the pain away to the back off her mind. it's still there and it will come back to haunt her. and it will not be good. pent up or ignored pain and anguish will cast you into a hole so deep that you think you will never get out of it.
right now kuma is her focus for all her affections. he may be a bear to us but to her he's all she has. i just hope she somehow tries to deal with her sadness head-on. that's the only way. believe me, where she's headed is not good and only filled with pain.

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your right on this. the problem is males(depending on the society) are not allowed to express their feelings. and this is what causes so many problems in relationships etc, etc.

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yea ^^v kuma chang is hikki personal guardian angel =D to be there for her, to talk to her etc. ^^ and btw awesome new siggy hiki

Yeah, I like it a lot, too. The frame with her nose is really cute. I lol'd.

yeah, sorrow.

a singer's life is never a good career, other than the money and opportunities.

a singer's main objective is to entertain, which means all the way till his/her deathbed.

and before they quit their career, they will never be happy.

and ask yourself, have you ever seen hikki talking about her friends?

probably not.

she moved from US to Japan, which also means moving away from friends.


what i can say is, take note of her lyrics in her next song.

songwriters are the easiest type of people for you to see what they're thinking.

and btw, people who are thinking of a singing career, think again.

hikki didn't make it big when she's 15, but she got lucky when she's 16.

Ayumi isn't different either.

what i'm saying is, it's not always a bed of roses. hardships are just around to corner too.

and if you notice the trend in Japanese culture, most of them are workaholics, which means that most chose work over marriage and affairs of the heart.

so don't let the external attractions brainwash you

japan isn't a bad place, but lots of planning is required. like analyzing their culture, their traditions, and such.

she works hard too, as all of us can see

and yeah, she's stressed out.