Pips_Paradise wrote:
Hi Chicken You and me both, I am just about keeping my ?head above water? study wise, 6 Students have already dropped down succumbing to a hideously brutal lecture and study regime, so I my ?love life? is on hold, but I have made some great pen friends on Utadanet to keep me smiling, sometimes I am my own worst enemy where Guys are concerned, I am a hopeless romantic.

I want to take my time in a relationship, get to know and find out if we can gel together well, so for the time being a just good friendship approach with Guys and maybe one will take start ringing the right bells..

Giga I bet the mascara on the Girls in UT must be running down their cheeks on your devastating news.,?I have already had a relationship his year.....maybe next year ?....I can hear hearts breaking ....

Pips_Paradise wrote:
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CHICKEN wrote:
LMFAO! omg i didnt give blood with him yesterday oh well...i was in a bad mood :O

but im still deciding weither i should tell him or not...
i wrote him a poem..so im thinking about giving it to him

but im not cruel! and if so how am i?

oh btw i do play a little hard to get hehehe ;)

Has he never attempted to show any romantic interest other than being good mates (friends)?

I just don?t have the confidence emotionally to tell someone I like them, if I could ever muster up the courage I think I would chose the right moment, get the mood congenial, hold his hand and look him in the eye..... to personally express affection one on one is very difficult. Each person is different and what they say to the one they have feels for wouldn't sound right if it came from someone else. I would probably sit alone and try and look deep inside my heart ....think of the most loving thoughts of him and see what words come out when thinking of him.....I would write them down.

I am hesitant to speak directly from my heart for fear of being rejected and humiliated, I would so love to throw caution to the wind and open my heart to him, tell him how I feel when we?re together, how I feel when we are apart, and how I feel every time I think about him.

I would love to be able to do find my true love and one day share all my inner thoughts and feelings but frankly to date I have more chance meeting Elvis.
My 2 short ?forays? into what can be described as relationships have been pretty much? well the last thing a Boyfriend said to me was 'You'll never find anyone like me again!?

And god I was thinking, I should hope not! If I don't want you, why would I want someone like you!