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hey how could you say i have a messed up mind...wait, were u referring to hikki? HOW CAN U SAY HIKKI HAS A MESSED UP MIND? oks anyway.

soooo. never mind, lets ignore the cream on the cake and move straight into its filling.

you can tell im hungry now

so.
"i am a natural entertainer, aren't we all holding pieces of dying embers."

may be sarcastically meaning that she is entertaining the people around her with her with her behaviour (the "searching for lenore..." etc) so she says she "naturally enteertains" the people around her.
dying embers is just another refernce to the poem.

"born in a war of opposite attraction. it isn't or is it a natural conception. torn by the arms in opposite directions, it isn't or is it a modernist reaction?"

probably means (to me) that she thinks our world is one which opposites attract. (north-south poles, boys-girls...)
but again it is kind of a war.
of course you know what is a natural conception.

torn by the arms in opposite directions.

probably means that she is in between the boy-girl relationship in the way that she says in her MUSICA interview.
lets shorten it... apparently she has wanted to be a guy since she was born.(because she got along better with boys, didn't see the reason why girls always lost to guys, and didn't think the same way as girls)but, people relax, she is not like gay or anything, this problem has sort of a been solved during the making of ULTRA BLUE.

anyway, i guess you could understand the rest yourself