Thanks... lol... Well... I'm probably not the first guy to have been driven crazy by her and her songs... lol... So I'm happy about that... I'm not the only one... The funny thing is, my first crush also was a big fan of aviation... she was the first one who showed me utada... I had no idea that Japanese singers existed or were this good... Until she told me... She was the first to show me the Passion video... It made me so happy I wanted to spread wings and fly... She says she also dreams of air and flight... Although, try as I might... It took a while to get her off my mind... I need to move on with my life... The all but subtle dramatic differences between our personalities are a bit too personal to enumerate here... Let's just say different world views tore us apart... Yet we shared the same dreams of bright blue skies... crisp green fields... vast expanses of empty space rushing across our face... It's not worth liking somebody just on first impression... It's not worth liking somebody because of shared impressions... For how same or different we actually turn out to be... Can be quite dramatic and uncompromisingly severe... Love is impermanance, it's not without a care... For love needs nurture... or else it'd vanish into thin air... I hope I can find someone as gorgeously poetic and dreamy as Utada... And maybe add in a little athleticism, and running capacity... Then that'd be perfect! Running is the ultimate expression of human flight... It thrills and it chills... It makes weep and it makes thrill... It makes flight... It makes demise... Either run away from despair and disgrace... Or run toward a brand new embrace... A brand new encounter... A brand new birth place... Almost as if we get reborn... When we meet that perfect other companion, love reborn... But that does not happen but once in a lifetime... If we forget to cherish it... It'd make us weep a whole lifetime...