Girls are seriously going to be the death of me, unless I forget these animal instincts...
Because I need to find myself spiritually...
That's my ultimate goal!
I'm not mature enough for thinking about girls...
LOL only 20 years old...
I'm probably going to be an 100 year old virgin!
Hey, new movie idea!
LOL, that would be funny!
Utada turned somebody into a monk, but a happy monk! lolz
bye, I don't want to have ANYTHING around that reminds me of her...
I don't watch MTV, Jay Leno, CBS, etc.
Too busy with pharmacy school and whatnot...
So I just go online and read the news at washingtonpost.com
Going to get into politics...
Become a peace activist...
While simultaneously picking up new clients for pharmacy and maybe teach a little bit of meditation healing,
It's really helped me release my burden...
Liking girls has been a near death experience for me, at least 5 times in a row now...
I can't let that happen again...
Have to repress and suppress atavistic impulses of mine...
Have to arm myself with meditation...
And find the power in these words...
This ain't a scene, it's a damn arms race!
I have o arum myself with power of these words
for they greatly heal spiritually a heartached soul...
see you all later!