Hey Josh,

From an outside point of view, I guess people would see me as obsessed, frequenting a few message boards as often as I do.

I think that I'm just bored-at-work more than anything else. Although I am genuinely interested in what people say, and keeping up to date with news.

It's definitely a good thing to be able to separate yourself from your fandom. Look outside once in a while. I try to, although in my cloistered lifestyle, that is mostly impossible.

Gah, I wish I had more time for my hobbies!

You know, I visit this boards and others like it sometimes four, five, six times a day (especially at times such as these when people are excited and active!) and you know, I haven't dreamt anything remotely Hikaru.

It's fine by me though. I actually would do as you do, Josh and start freaking out and taking it easy on the whole "I'm going to wear Hikki's skin." (just joking for those of you who are stupid enough to not see that as sarcasm) bit if I began to dream of her.

Your dream though.. pretty scary! Anyone else would have been fine.. but it's Michael Jackson.