One of my ex boyfriends committed suicide. He was my older brother's best friend and had just gotten out of drug rehab. His mom passed away a few months before and he was living with some girl that broke up with him. SO, he shut the garage door and started the car, and that was it. Kinda traumatizing, really. I had known him since I was a baby.

And SwallowTail, I'm glad you're still here and that you snapped outta your depressed funk. I went through the same things as you for awhile. But then I realized that I really didnt have anything to be sad about at that time in my life cuz I wound up going through much worse things. I'm ok now though ^_^ it's all good in the hood.