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KeepTryin87 wrote:
I'm glad you are still alive swallowtail and abunai (tho we don't know each other too well)
If we are sharing, I guess I should too. I did something like you swallowtail I took a whole bottle and a half of my dad's medication to try to kill myself when I was 14. I was sick for a week...it was the worse I felt ever and I really thought I was going to die. But all that came of it is I now have an ulcer. But other than that by kidneys and liver are ok. I used to be really depressed all the time, before you guys here knew me. I am so glad that part of my life is over. My deepest secret is I used to be a major drug addict.
Now I am alot healthier and haven't done drugs for over a year. I am actually the happiest I have ever been...i mean sure stuff happens but you know, I always know I can get through it. I've been to two drug rehab places and am kind of ashamed of that too. But hey, it helped me in the long run. Now I actually have goals and a life and a job and go to school. I know I can't mess with that stuff anymore or none of my dreams will come true *like teaching in japan*
In fact Hikki's music has always been really positive for me and helps inspire me.
ok, well now you guys know.
*hides*
What kinda drugs? I used to do them too. My brother got me into smoking pot when I was 12 'cuz he sold it with his wife and I was living with them. I did lots of other things and got really bad in Phoenix.
It is embarrasing. I've never been to rehab, though. I managed to stop it all after I came back from Phoenix. That whole part of my life does have a lot to do with who I am now, but a lot of times I'm afraid if I tell someone (like the guy I'm dating now), he'll be all "ewww gross".
I feel like we should have a flask of whiskey to pass around lmao.