Sorry I am deep in books at the moment, I need to study but all I can think about at the moment is Hikki and how she is!!

I cannot understand why her record company and management team won?t communicate on her behalf I mean has everybody got sick????; I am not suggesting we should claim squatters? rites in Utada?s back garden until she updates her blog or come up with tour dates.

I just want to know she is ok

I have met Utada, I was obviously younger and impressionable, I bullied my Dad for weeks to check the Reuters news wires to find out her Exodus TV & Press schedule, and I got to know where she was going to be and what time.

She was going to appear on a segment for Channel 4, and an interview for The Guardian Newspaper, I could not sleep the night before, I got all my clothes out and spent the night trying to look cool and confident like Utada, I arrived at 5.00am and camped outside, other fans tourists from Kobe started to turn up, god my hands are shaking as I type, I can remember it all like yesterday, when Utada came out we all move forward and there I was almost face to face, one to one, I could smell her perfume, I could have reached out and touched her but God I just froze, burst into tears and fainted. I woke up in an ambulance!!!!!

I blamed everybody my dad for not shaking me round, my Mum for not being their, and my brother and sister never let me forget it, they don?t mention it much now but that could be because the last time my brother brought the subject up I super glued him to a chair when he fell asleep he had to go to hospital so he could be parted from the chair.

Hi Aquaticdragons ?At the moment everyone has gone deaf and dumb? sorry my slang but it means no body is saying anything zero.

?comms needs to be in the correct format? means like Ghostdog says we need to get this right, my Japanese side wants to hold off, my English side wants to frankly kick IDF and in some ways Utada?s management for treating us this way.

Look, I may be Dreaming but just think what it would be like if one day we could be at a Utada gig all bopping together?.think about it
Sorry if spelling is bad