I have a Japanese crush, and in my same sex. They visited the Philippines 2 months ago, but I didn't get the chance to see them. My friend, who accompanied their Youth team asked me to translate words into Japanese to tell them. Unfortunately, that time I was so busy so I wasn't able to meet them

On the other hand, my friend told them stories about me that I'am keen to Japan, and I'am eager to learn Japanese, so she asked if I could add them in facebook and they agreed.

There were 6 of them and I became friends to the 5. I was able to talk with them through facebook chat. When I was chatting with one of them (who certainly became my crush, or I don't know how to describe my current feeling), I really got interested with her, and she's fun. I learned knew things from her, and there were no dull chat moments with her. We get along that much, but she's been so busy now and been not online in facebook for a month already.

Every night I was waiting for her to return, for her to be online. But I failed. Up until now I'm still waiting. She joined a couple of youth organizations and been busy for her studies, I understand that honestly. But I really miss her. It makes me feel sad seeing that she's not online.

I really find it weird if I call it love, maybe an obsession or crush. But oh, I don't know. I can't move on, it really makes me smile talking with her.