I have been countless looking at the media news-posts blogs videos and countless forums about the funeral (cremation) of Utada's mother the guy who was actually her caregiver her mental illness and as well the messages Utada and her Father posted. I love Utada's strength and courage for no one knows what goes on in someone house but Utada said she only remembers her mother smiling and her youth. So i never labeled Hikki as weak or feeble i saw her always as the strong woman i will and always will see her now as. I miss keiko Fuki i t was sad how she died I didn't know she had mental disease but you never know the inside of a person unless you are truly in that situation sometimes. But I still feel for Hikki because for any one this is still a tough time so Hoping praying fighting Hikki Love you im not worried about her radio or etc im just hoping she stays ok uplifted and gets better as a person because that is a big tragedy. Well i just wanted to comment a bit since i saw all of the news media and etc and as well because Utada is just a beauty and etc as an artist for me. So I will miss Keiko shes in a better place I loved her music and hope the media doesn't get to into utadas way but she is strong and they also did a memorial at Junko Utada's house with flowers sake and etc. But she has God her family her heart her fans ad etc to get her though its just a process for me as well cause Utadas that artist i love and its like woah but just wanted to update cause i heard of the updates lol i know it doesnt make sense but tried to connect it all.